Any form of slacking down in being joyful will result in the shattering of his reputation as people will start to question is his personality being faked?
Thus, behind a nice guy's happy character he is often overburdened with many troubled thoughts. The stress of bringing happiness in everywhere he goes will result in multiple personalities surfacing as he often asks for perfection in everywhere he goes in bringing out the maximum potential of a laughing point. Often, he is misunderstood for being unhappy when sometimes he is just concentrating his thoughts so as to better perform next time for others. Honestly, this nice guy is just as nice as he was from the first day he was known to others. Lets give him a name. Lets call this nice guy Sha Zi. Hmm... The story of Sha Zi goes like this...
One Fine Day, Sha Zi... Ok that was a bad opening. How about we jumped straight into the climax? Ok. Sha Zi may appeared to be happy on the outside but is he really happy? But when Sha Zi appears to be cold on the outside is he necessarily sad? I often get this point confused too. Is being happy a feeling u get when others are happy? But when others are happy they may get happiness from ur misery... Yet are u still supposed to be happy? How about if when u are happy on the inside but not really expressing it on the outside then is that considered true happiness? People who are actually happy may start to get worried when they see that u are not realli showing any happiness. Then they start to get sad. But the whole point of it is that are u actually want them to be happy. But when they get worried about u and ask u to be happy, how can u actually be happy when they are not happy themselves? The concept of true happiness is realli hard to grapsed. Sha Zi has been chasing after this form of knowlegde for a very long time now. Is he walking around in circles? Or has he reached a dead end? Or actually it has been a open road all the time yet his vision has been blind by society's influence? Will Sha Zi reached the goal in the end? Or will he be continuously chasing after a dream?
Spread love everywhere u go. Let no one ever come to u without leaving happier. Is this saying as meaningful as it seems? Does it mean that by exhausting urself to the extreme so that others can feel happiness? Then that it mean that u urself has to be happy in the end or it doesnt matters? Do u take the initiative to make others happy or do u let them come to u and entertained them? At the sake of ur expense or do u join in the fun with them? But if u join in the fun does it mean that the people have to be happier than u? Or do u have to be equally happy? Or perhaps u have to be happier than them so that u can have enough happiness to spread to them? How happy can a person be exactly? Maybe the person may appear to be happy to see u but actually they are not? Or maybe after spending time they lose their initial happiness to meet u? Maybe they might even get repulsive feelings?
There's a saying I saw on tv that as long as there is internal happiness within u, the people around u will get influenced by ur exciting vibes. Thus, the requirement for Sha Zi to bring happiness to others, he has to be overwhelmed with positivity. But each time he brings happiness to others he may get a fatigue feeling. But he is content and satisfied. Because at least for that day, he has made his friends feel happiness. It is hard. But Sha Zi is trying his best to constantly retain the happiness within him. Sure there are days that he may appear down or unhappy but u have to understand that he is only just human and he too feels sadness like the rest of us. I hope that perhaps u can understand that Sha Zi isnt really being unfriendly. He is just weird. Sometimes he also needs people to bring happiness to him. Lets cheer for Sha Zi and his glorious efforts!
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